At times, one has to stop and reflect on their actions.
Is that really who I want to be ?
Is this action really what will make me happy, today and for the coming years ?
Am I doing something useful ?
I forced myself today to stop and think about those questions. I don’t like the answers I got.
Because of that, I am doing some writing for myself, to make things clearer, to define strategies to counter my shortcomings and start becoming someone I can actually be proud of.
It is a very hard process, and you have to accept the truth about yourself.
It is a process that I will try to go through every single day, to make sure that I am centered on what I should actually be doing. There will be shorter and longer sessions, but I will get out of it with a better understanding of the road in front of me.